Sunday, September 30, 2007

random thoughts...

Simplicity....I don't know if I will ever understand the meaning of such a word!!

Today was an absolutely beautiful day--hopefully a few more of these before the bitter chills of winter start to cling to my veins! I haven't really slept for days...and I can accredit that to long nights filled with an irrepressible cough! Beyond that though, I tried sleeping outside in the beauty this afternoon...I got back from Cedar Point super late/early this morning and really needed to catch up on some shut-eye. But thanks to the dear brain of mine, my thoughts became overpowering and once again, I'm in the midst of another tiresome moment. Don't think I'm complaining though! Praise GOD I'm alive ;)

I learned a few things. Most I'll save for later. Actually, I think I will save ALL of it for another time. But I was thinking back to the Na conference earlier this year. A few things came up for me again this morning on the drive back to Kalamazoo...

...indescribable greatness...insurmountable worth...unrestricted mercy...
never ending love...overflowing compassion...
the MYSTERY and GLORY of the Cross at Calvary
Is it possible to love someone--not because of a romantic love or anything of that sort...but all because the Lord has laid it upon one's heart--HIS love for that person??
I think I feel that burden this time. And I'm really not sure it is just me...it's way too big. I believe with all my heart that Christ longs to be in this person's heart...to fill him with a renewed strength and show him a love that will never fail! A love that surpasses all understanding, one that will not fade away as in the ways of the world. He tried love once--and it failed him. Maybe even to the depths of misery...but I believe there is hope...
Lord, please show me how to love others as You love them. Let the words of my mouth be pleasing to You. Please fill his heart--let it be You that he longs for!!!

Friday, August 17, 2007

obedience

Last night I continued in my reading of 2 Corinthians. When reading chapter ten, my eyes stumbled upon a verse I had underlined long ago: "...and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ (vs.5)." I am really trying to get a grasp on what obedience really is and means. Obviously, growing up we are told to obey our father and mother because "the Bible says so". But, the imperfect creatures that we are, that is not always the easiest thing to live by. Sure-we may try our best (or not), but the question again goes back to WHY do we obey? I think this ties in a bit with what I wrote last night. The 'power' of any authority can force obedience--and I think nearly almost every child at some point in their lives is fearful of their mother or father punishing them, which is why he/she might obey. But as we grow older, it is easier to see the love behind it.

Pastor Fred started a mini-series at Schoolcraft Assembly of God two weeks ago. Initially, I thought the whole thing would be devoted to the concept of obedience, but last week seemed to slightly drift from that topic. :) Well, in one part, he talked about his own family-- they have three sons, who, at times, were disobedient to him (shocking, isn't it??). The imagery was key here. A father loves his children, wants them to do the right thing, and simply requires an act of obedience on their part because ultimately the father knows what is best for them. As children, we cannot fully understand the ways of our parents, but trusting in their guidance is what causes us to obey.
Sound familiar? Sure--our Heavenly Father is the same way. As I said yesterday, our earthly minds are incomparable to that of God, so who are we to think we know what is best for our lives when it is He who is the author of life!!

Back to obedience.

Still intrigued by this simple or not-so-simple word, I wanted to dig deeper. Instead of being the small child who continually asks "why?"...I want to know how.

In the NIV version of the Bible, obedience (among the other forms/tenses of that word) is listed 123 times. Already past midnight, I knew my mind would not be able to capture the meaning behind each verse, so I just picked a few to dwell on.
So what happens when we obey? What does His Word say about walking in obedience? What happens/the result? Just a few key things...
1. it guards our life
"He who obeys instructions guards his life..." (Proverbs 19:16)

2. it is an act of love
"Jesus replied, 'If anyone loves me, he will obey my teaching. My Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him'. (John14:23)

3. it is a result of faith...whereby we receive grace
"Through him and for his name's sake, we received grace and apostleship to call people from among all the Gentiles to the obedience that comes from faith." (Romans 1:5)

4. it leads to righteousness and purification
"Don't you know that when you offer yourselves to someone to obey him as slaves, you are slaves to the one whom you obey—whether you are slaves to sin, which leads to death, or to obedience, which leads to righteousness? (Romans 6:16)

"Now that you have purified yourselves by obeying the truth..."
(1 Peter 1:22)

5. it is better than sacrifice
"Does the LORD delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the voice of the LORD ? To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of rams. (1 Samuel 15:22)

6. those who obey are considered blessed
"I will surely bless you and make your descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and as the sand on the seashore. Your descendants will take possession of the cities of their enemies,and through your offspring all nations on earth will be blessed, because you have obeyed me." (Genesis 22:18)

7. those who obey are loved by God
"But if anyone obeys his word, God's love is truly made complete in him. This is how we know we are in him:" (1 John 2:5)


Obviously there are many facets to obedience. I just touched on a few. After reading the above Scriptures, I fell on the last passage--1 John 2:5. Just before reading this verse, I still found myself asking, what does it mean for me to obey. Yes, I know what some of the results are, or why I should obey...but what does it truly LOOK like to walk in obedience???

If only I could be so patient!! I read the next verse... vs. 6 continues the previous verse (notice the colon). So let me put the two verses together--
"But if anyone obeys his word, God's love is truly made complete in him. This is how we know we are in him: Whoever claims to live in him must walk as Jesus did."

Simply Amazing!!

Recently I had a nice, long conversation at a local coffee shop. We brushed over the subject on what it looks like to follow Christ. But since that day, I have really been inspired to dig a well into my own heart to truly see what it means to "walk as Jesus did". It is our imitation of His life that is our act of obedience. God no longer requires the sacrificial acts as lived out in the Old Testament. Rather, His desire is for us to walk not only with Him, but in the same manner as He did. Does that mean I have to go buy a pair of thin-sole leather sandals (which undoubtedly would keep me from walking more than just a mile or two!!) and a simple tunic, to "walk" around like Christ? Probably not. But we can be the mirror of Christ. When others look at us and at our lives, do they see us--or do they see the living God who dwells within us??

Look at Christ's obedience. He willingly humbled Himself to the shame of the cross ("And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death— even death on a cross! Philippians 2:8). How many times will we (have I) said "I'll do this/that for your Lord, yet fail to follow through? What is it that stops us? And how often do we do things 'in obedience' because we expect something in return?? Christ obeyed- humbling Himself, in order to be the ransom for the sin of all mankind. Did He go to the cross blatantly expecting something in return from the world? Doubtful. Only by His act of love could He hope for the reciprocation of that love by the people in this world.

We have Christ and therefore we are not lacking anything. He is our strength, our firm foundation, the rock on which we stand...He will give us the strength to obey--not out of fear, but out of LOVE.

So coming full circle...I know at some point in life I was told that it's always good to ask 'why'...it leads to deeper understanding of why things are they way they are. But to tell you the truth, I want to concern myself more with the 'how' instead. I don't want to focus everything on why I'm supposed to do something, rather how can I do it--in a way that Christ would. So back to 2 Corinthians. What does that necessarily mean to take every thought captive to Christ? I can only get a small glimpse...but that would be my obedience to Him...and as a reminder, look back at John 14:23. The WHY is already answered- it is because we love Him, that we obey. How? Keep digging deeper to know the way Jesus lived....
...

~meghann~

Thursday, August 16, 2007

the human mind...

Sometimes it is all too easy for so-called Christians to question the surpassing greatness of God. I find myself asking some of these questions frequently. Even to those who do not believe...those who remain in utter skepticism purely for the sake of trying to sound more "reasonable" than the Holy One.

Can any human being fully understand the omnipotence of our Savior? Of course not. We are created, not Creators (as much as we try to say we can manipulate the existence of life--i.e., cloning? stem cells to produce another life?)...we have limited minds. And though we are no longer conformed to the pattern of this world, hence a new creation, we are still stuck in these earthly bodies with a minimal understanding of our lives and the world around us.

It never ceases to amaze me though--the 'technology' if you will...the human brain is quite capable, if I dare be so honest, to invent, learn, manufacture, etc. Yet, no matter how hard we try, and though the world may be "at our fingertips"...we will never be able to fully know the ways of our Lord, until He so lovingly reveals Himself at the end of time.

I am currently reading The Jesus I Never Knew, by Philip Yancey. Sometimes I even find myself overwhelmed and confused--just at another man's words! But one question he raised, as do many other believers, is why did Jesus resist the Temptation in the desert? It may not seem like such a big deal--obviously enough, He would not be overcome by the schemes of the devil, thus restraining His almighty power to prove His ultimate love. Yancey puts it nicely:
"Although power can force obedience, only love can summon a response of love, which is the one thing God wants from us and the reason he creates us."

Back to this thing on love that I mentioned yesterday...though we can continually offer the question 'why did God let this happen?' ...if He put his hand in everything to stop the bad and evil in the world, that would totally against his desire us to FREELY love Him. Yes, we might be in awe at His power; but as Yancey reminds us, power can force obedience...and the God that I know, love, serve, and desire to lose my life to--has not forced me to obey Him, rather- out of love comes my willingness (or at times the lack thereof!) to obey!

Song for the day:
FRIEND OF GOD

Who am I that You are mindful of me
That you hear me when I call
Is it true that You are thinking of me
How you love me it's amazing

(Chorus)
I am a friend of God
I am a friend of God
I am a friend of God
He calls me friend

God Almighty, Lord of Glory
You have called me friend

He calls me friend
He calls me friend


...need I say more?? ;)

~meghann~


Wednesday, August 15, 2007

sanam

sanam- beloved (Hindi)...the very fact that we are called His beloved is beyond my limited thinking! earlier this summer, a dear friend of mine told me as she was writing in her journal, she accidentally wrote it like be loved. look at that once-we are called His beloved, yet we are also called to 'be loved' by Him. without being too redundant here, i'd say LOVE is the key here. (duh)

but what does that really look like? i mean, we are talking about living in a society who lives for themselves. people might think they know what love is, heck-its summer! high time to get married, right? but does anyone really know what that means? to truly love someone...to embrace everything about them- the good and the bad, the beauty and the flaws. i am just beginning to grasp what this means for me as a follower of Christ. i do not want to get sucked into the mindset of the world and the shallow ideas of love; rather, i want to embrace and be embraced, by the ONE who loves me no matter what! hence the name ek sachaa pyar...one true love.

i will continue this later...apparently my brother decides it is an emergency to be online. hhmmmm

first thoughts...

it's been far too long since i posted my thoughts ...but after so many 'non-random' experience in life, i need to try and figure out what is going on inside this head of mine. if anyone actually reads this, leave a comment... i'm interested in your thoughts too!

God bless
-meghann